Untitled (I just don't know what to put here)

Hmm... it's been 3 days since my grandma passed away. It's very hard for me to be as cheerful as before. I'm currently in a state of mental depression. I just can't help it. My life is very different without her. Her cooking is marvelous and she cares for everyone who cares about her. I've been with her for around 10-13 years already, but now, she has started her journey to meet my grandpa. Oh man, I just feel like crying while trying to type this. I've never felt like this. My house is very quiet now, I've no one to talk to.

It seems that the cause of her 'departure' was septicaemia (according to what the doctor has written in the Borang Pendaftaran Kematian). Not sure what that is but referring to Wikipedia, my favourite encyclopedia, it is a medical disorder which can lead to the shut down of the organs. Doctors suspected she had a stroke 2 weeks ago, but not quite sure. But all I know is that she has done a great job in taking care of my whole family, and now she deserves to have a nice long rest. She might nag a lot, but she does that because she cares. Now, I have no one to say "Grandma, I'm back!" when I reach home from school.