Oh no!! BM tomorrow!!

I'm freaking scared of BM. I've never been so terrified by BM. I think this fear started since last year, after I got a D for it. Well, the teacher sympathized me and gave me a C. I cried, eventhough it wasn't a failure. It's just that I was scared to tell my parents. I just don't want to be scolded. In the end, it wasn't as I expected. They just say "Try harder next time, Bee". Then in my heart, I was like "That's it? You're not gonna lecture me? Yay!!". But even so, I'm actually still quite sad. Never in my life I got a D, then changed to C.

I'm not only scared of Bahagian B for BM 2 now, Bahagian D is even worse. Why? First of all, it might be:

1. Perbandingan antara novel
2. Pengajaran
3. Teknik Plot

For (1), I'm not very prepared. For (2), err... i think i can say okay lah. I'm really focused on (3) since so many people say it's likely to come out. Even one of my friends from Sri Permata says that. This is driving me nuts.

Okay, to calm myself down, I listened to erm... Transcendental Etude No.4 (Mazeppa), and Mary Poppins - Feed the Bird. I posted a video of a guy playing Mazeppa before. Scroll down. Feed the bird is so beautiful, I almost shed my tears. Hear it!! It's very nice:



Awh...