Transformation of Bee Lee

Yeah, what's that about, man?? Is it something like the transformation of Dr Jekyll to Mr Hyde?? Well, not really. I'm currently in the grooming process to turn me into a grown-up gentleman rather than continue having childish acts, and probably "girlish" acts! Who's grooming me will be up to you to find out as I'm leaving out names for confidentiality. And if you do know, don't post on the CBox please. This year is the only year that my personality and attitude is taken so seriously. Well, I'll give it a try somehow, but it'll not be easy changing everyside of my personality and my attitude.

However, I do wish that I can keep hugging my stuffed animals. They can really calm my feelings down. I just love them a lot, like it's part of my family now. And dumping a family member is the last thing I will ever do. Sigh, I guess I've got to say good bye to my kiddy-kiddy self.

Oh wait, instead, why don't I split my personality, in my house, revert back to my childish self, while outside of my house, enter the so-called "mature" mode. Hmm... 2 personalities... why can't I have 1 personality only?? Why can't I just keep my "grown-up" personality, if I'm able to change my current personality? Now, that will most probably have a big impact on some of my cousins, who are younger than me. I have fun with them most of the time when I visit them.

Gosh, total makeover for me. This is gonna be interesting, and will take some time. I guess the biggest hurdle will be not move my hands too much, I mean, you'll probably know how I "move" my hands right? Like for example, the "Whatever" move and stuffs like that. I kinda accidentally made it a habit, so I'll be hard to get out of the habit.

Sigh...